i found a dream that i could speak to, i dream that i can call my own.....

....ohhhhhhh yea yea and you smile, you smile ohhh and then the spell was cast 

Last night was nice, different but nice .  I feel like things are finally moving in the right direction with us and im really happy .

A very special thank you goes out to heather my BFF, thank you so much for helping me find what i was looking for and just being there for me through it all. I luv ya hun

i want to belong to the city that never sleeps

Me and robbiie broke up, its always hard to break up with someone but i know its for the best. I certainly cant be dating him when i have all these feelings for someone else too.Its just not right .

....I really hope everything works out  

Thanx heather for all your help

I can see you,

           your brown skin shining in the sun

                    you got your hair combed back and your sunglasses on baby

                            and i can tell you my love for you will still be strong

                                               after the boys of summer have gone  ......

                                 im gonna show you what im made of

These past few weeks of summer have been flying by and pretty soon ill be in COLLEGE!!!! Im excited but also a bit scared. It's all good though  because ill have some of the greatest people i know there with me.

Alot has changed just in this past month alone. Lets see me and Rob started going out, didnt see that one coming but im really glad we are . Heather and I got slapped in the face with reality when we learned that some of our so called friends werent really friends at all, there were more of health hazards really. I guess thats what happens when u get older, u are able to sift through the garbage of society. Also, Heather and I experienced our first adult vacation together. I have never been to another state where i didnt have to answer to my parents or relatives. I was in full control of what i did, where i went, and who i saw. It was GREAT!!!

I'm begining to learn alot more about myslef and i like it. I know what i want out of relationships. I pretty much know what type of guy i like( usually the loud obnoxious funny types ) lol. I know what qualities i look for in a friend. I FINALLY know what i want to major in , NUTRITION!!!! I'm such a weirdo. I actually have a plan for my life now and it excites me but maybe i shouldnt get to excited and jinx it all.

only one more month left, summer i will miss you